Do you ever have feelings that you don't know how to express? In the pit of my stomach, I feel like there is something missing for me. I'm blessed to have a wonderful happy and healthy family. There are many great moments of joy in my life. But there is a huge part of me that feels stuck or frozen in my day to day. I go through my routine motions of getting everything done to keep the household moving. Then I'll have a feeling of uneasiness which will sneak up on me during the day. I have this sense that I'm incomplete. It's probably a good feeling for me when it comes to writing my poetry. I can use that need to fill an emptiness by getting my feelings out in a poem. But I do wonder if something inside of me is calling me to add a dimension to my life. I'm clueless about knowing what it may be.
I'm curious to know if any of my blogging friends also feel sort of unsettled or empty at times. I know my hubby would say that I'm probably finally "losing it" after 13 years home with kids. I do try to fill up my life with my interests and hobbies here and there. It's just funny that this nagging feeling likes to come to the surface often these days.
Probably, one trip to the spa and I'll be right on track. Are you listening, hubby???
Thanks for listening to my ramblings today.